I know understood the world better and for the first time I really understood whatit was to sell myself yet I still smiled seductively.I still knew ho... to manipulate men but now Iwas an expert.I lay on my back on a sleeping mat behind his desk,totally spent, in an attitude of total defeat andsurrender, not even bothering to close my legs.Modestly is for people who have dignity.I had no pretense to dignity.Habbie came walking out of his little shower roomcasually dressed in sweat pants and tee. “So how do you like the place?”, Renu asked me. “Its too good. Its so beautiful in here and very silent too”. “I knew that you would like it here”. We sitting on the banks of a river, splashing our feet in the water. I had my hair nicely pleated on my back. I was dressed in a traditional dress, a magenta colored blouse with golden colored borders and a matching ankle length skirt. I was also wearing one gold bangle each on my hands. I had a pair of nice and cool umbrella type gold ear rings on. I rang Grant, but no reply, I drifted of to sleep soon after. Monday after I had eaten breakfast, and fed the animals, I rang Grant again, as we talked, I told him I rang last night, and asked why he didnt answer, he told me that he had gone out to the mens club. I know he likes to meet guys as we have swung for years, and are both bi, he began to tell me about his night out. It seems he got there around 5 pm, and soon had fun with a guy, and then they went into the group room, where he spent. My eyes drifted from this sight to her eyes and I was totally caught watching. She was watching me watching her. She smiled wickedly, gently shaking her head. She then slowly pushed her fingers in until they must have contacted a nipple. I watched intently as she worked her fingers a bit and then, removing her hand, sat up quite straight, pushing her now erect nipple against the thin fabric of the dress. Now I was certain; no bra!She actually laughed out loud at my reaction. I did as well. I.