I try and avoid them like the plague. Wallahi, the last thing I want to do is hang around someone who sees my skin color and the Hijab on my head befo...e they realize that I am a human being. To White feminists, I am and always will be the social and cultural other. The fact that I stand six feet tall, dark-skinned and curvy, in a land that worships skinny pale bitches, doesn’t exactly bode well for me. I refuse to surrender in the face of adversity, though. I tried dating White girls, since. Cassandra pouted and apologized, “Oh, Gil. I am sorry if I annoyed you. I was having a bit of fun, that’s all. Please don’t be mad at me.” “You’ll forgive me if I am not amused, Cassandra. I didn’t like the way your ‘bit of fun’ made me feel. I am not mad at you, if I was, we wouldn’t be having this conversation. But I will not pretend that I am not annoyed,” I replied in a stern tone. “You’re sexy when you get all serious and glower,” she giggled. I remained silent and stared coldly at her.. " "You dare threaten me?" "No sir. It is a promise." I walked out and I swear that serpent was cursing me the whole way. "And I hope you die out there!!" I looked at sophia, stri, lydia, and vex. "I wish I would to some times." I had tears rolling down my face. I turned back and was carried to the base of the mountains. I carried on to kel again. On the way I thought long and hard about my demons. On that road I found my self forgiving and forgetting. And learning to not be so angry. I got. He asked if I wanted poppers but I assured him that I wouldn't need them as I play with toys every day and it wouldn't take much to fit that monster in his pants in my butt. He talked for the rest of the night and agreed to meet that following weekend. I spent over an hour dolling myself up with my best wig and everything. I had gone for a wax the day prior to so I was sure my skin was smooth as silk for him. I slid a big plug in my ass and threw on a little makeup and then put on my lingerie..