It was then that my training truly began.’ Drerin walked on in silence another sedil after Furen’s speech before he finally spoke in response. �...You won’t be letting me take the Goreya DeiShun test will you?’ ‘No Drerin I will not. If you are determined to take it, you must kill me to get to Hagabor alive.’ ‘So I’m to be a Drahen DeiShun then, if I survive your training and tests for me?’ ‘That is my plan, yes.’ The two continued on in silence after that, each walking in their own thoughts,. The answer had been too simple and too short for accurate reading.He interrupted his colleague. “We have never heard or seen you actively promote Graham Thorn. Why not?”“Then you have simply not been looking or listening at the right place or time. I regularly extol the virtues of our glorious leader. Now please leave.”Carter nodded. Their suspicions were confirmed. That whole last speech by Sturgeon had been a lie. He nodded to his colleague. “Okay. We’re good.”For a moment Sturgeon thought. But how was walking out in the middle of a conversation ever supposed to solve anything?He’d asked her to stay and talk. Begged her. He’d told her he loved her, that he was sorry ... and he’d watched her dress and run from him as though a terror demon had taken his place.He scrubbed his hand over his face roughly and stood, trying to shake himself out of his thoughts. He didn’t want to think about demons; he’d had enough of them. Between Sierra’s nightmares about Justice – he didn’t even think. Mazlow made a triangle and inserted ‘needs’ into each level. What he made was a hierarchy of needs. At the bottom was the basic need for shelter, food, sustenance. At the top … self actualization. My belief is that when I reach my self actualization, I touch my ‘heaven on Earth.’ There’s no way to maintain self actualization because we, as human beings, are constantly changing. Once we finally reach that point, there is always something new to process. And so goes the cycle… I think I know.