" I searched for a word, "... sullying yourself by feeling the same way about me was too farfetched to contemplate."Stunned. She looked stunned."It's ...till there you know. Holding your hand, it's like holding a live wire." I thought that was just me!"Suddenly the joy hit me and I grinned like a maniac."What now?" She asked with an answering grin."I was just remembering the last time we were on a train together. The trip to London; we never did find London Zoo." I stopped caught up in the. Closed my eyes, and tried to calm down. A few minutes later Jake returned with a tin of pancake batter, and wasted no time in taking to our kitchen, ushering me there eagerly, where we both cooked and worked like we know each other forever, and in half an hour or less, we were back outside under the barbeque dining shelter, enjoying steamy hot pancakes, butter and syrup. It was a rush, I hardly had time to think, but I have to admit it was fun, I was starving, and now we just relaxed, absorbed. Then he was off up the pub drinking with his mates or at the football ground. When he returned drunk every night he’d hit his wife. My wife Jenny wanted to learn to drive and without asking me and got Darren the black guy to give her lessons while I was at work. I was rather worried about this arrangement, as I’d noticed she was sexually excited on the day of each lesson. One day I took a day off without telling her, pretended to go to work as usual, but backtracked and hid in bushes near our. I was in no hurry to move. It felt quite nice. It was very strange Bens dick was sticking in my back but he had not tried to fuck me.Do you know you have a beautiful body. We should go and get you some sexier clothes next time we are in town.It was a good hour before I felt normal again. I still didnt mind being naked. Perhaps my inhibition levels would remain where they are. The blood test came back. It looks like it was endorphins. The bodies own heroin. So we knew what that slider was for.We.