?Is that allowed?? Adele frowned.?Hell you?re a married woman and I?m a deputy sheriff. We ain?t sneakingoff to some boondock speakeasy; we?ll be out...in the public eye eatingchicken wings and drinking cold draught. Maybe we?ll dance; at arespectful distance of course, what the hell is wrong with that?? Waynechuckled.?I?ll need to get dressed and do my makeup, can you wait that long?? Adelesmiled at him, teasing him a little.?Hell if I had back all the time I spent waiting for women to get. No one could make me feel whole, not boyfriends, not friends, not family. Please don't think you are obligated to do something now I just needed you to know that you give me strength to go on. The strength I need to keep my hopes up that maybe one day I'll find someone else who made me feel that way. I'm sorry if this is too much. I'm sorry I just don't understand what else to do." I cried, the pain sticking in my throat trying to claw its way out with my every word. "This is not me, I am. Tammy ate breakfast with her mother. Ellen noticed her daughter seemed preoccupied and asked her about it.“Is everything okay?” Ellen said.“Yeah, everything’s fine,” Tammy said.“You seem as if something bothering you.”“I’m okay, Mom. I just have a lot on my mind.”“Anything I can help you with? Are you having boy problems?”Tammy chuckled and shook her head. While she was, in fact, having a problem with a boy, she couldn’t tell her mother it was with her brother.“The only problem I have with. They looked pretty much the same from thirty to sixty. She wore a bright green cocktail dress which accented her small breasts.Searching her temporarily hazy memory, Amanda tried to place where she had seen the woman before. She had to have been some executive or other's wife. How else could she have known her name. Try as she could, the young woman just couldn't place her.The older woman just smiled for a moment, then made a hand motion leading to a large glass door off to the left of the.