Once the girls went out riding, I did my forms, concentrating on speed and accuracy. Whitney had shown me something before she left for UConn that I'd...been working on almost every day. I'd managed to keep my hands hidden during the television filming. The only time the cameras were ever focused on my hands was when I was cooking on Fridays and I wore latex gloves for food prep. They hadn't seemed to notice that I didn't take them off when we were eating.'Why?' you ask. Whitney had shown me two. "I am still having trouble sleeping. I sleep fine, but every now and again I'll startle awake," Ray admitted."Is it like one of those falling dreams?" Mike asked."No, one minute I am sleeping, next it's like a jolt and I'm up." Is there a thought that you wake to?" No, other than why the hell am I awake?" Ray responded."How often?" the counselor continued."Well I can't really tell you for sure. But not anywhere as bad as before." Okay Ray. You still sleep in your study right?" Ray nodded. "Well. Imean, you can't, can you?" Again, she new the answer but, again, Ireplied. "No, Ma'am. I can't get an erection while I'm tubed." She gaveme a skeptical look and her hands came up to my chest. The tips of herfingers barely brushed my nipples but I'm extraordinarily sensitive there.I gasped and pulled my shoulders back slightly, thrusting my chest forwardwithout meaning to.She chuckled softly and continued teasing, rubbing the receptive bits offlesh harder while I writhed and moaned. Anna. ..After the movie we went for a long walk and just talked Carly told me how wonderful it was to finally be who she really was and how grateful she was to us for giving her the opportunity to realize what deep inside she had always known...I told her that at first I thought it was mean to be dressing a guy up like a girl and I thought that maybe Spike had had something against you to humiliate you like that but then you seemed to like the change and then the farther you went you seemed to love.