And then Callan had happened – pushing all kinds of new additional buttons. Buttons to do with my long-held and deep-seated fears and feelings that ...ill had always been out of my league.And hearing just earlier today that Callan seemingly had ambitions to reclaim what had been his before and that Jill hadn’t instantly closed him down must have been the final straw. Compounding the sense of anger and hurt at how they’d acted and treated me at the Sunday neighborhood party. The two together, the. She drives off it is about 6:30 so I get a beer and watch some tv. She arrives at the club and walks in and the owner says ok you are the 1st one to go on at 8 so get with the do and get your music and get dressed. I get the songs logged in and go to the dressing room . I look around and see all the young girls one prettier than the other most all have enhancements I am natural one of the girls walks over and say welcome. She sits and explains that you dance 2 dances they you walk the floor. I went out to go to loo, it was outside of the home. The same old view again, someone’s cooking, someone’s chatting in high tone, someone’s breast feeding a baby. I was very absent minded and just stood still and looked at them indifferent. “what are you looking at, you bad boy?”, somebody cried out in anger and i like broke into my room, forgetting that i headed to loo and i did not do it. May be because i was scared of the fact that i did not study a little till now. ‘But ‘bad boy’ ! wait a. And, she’d never called him by his first name before. What was going on? And if she was coming on to him, what was he going to do. Granted, it was 4:00 and school was out, but there were lots of teachers and staff all around campus. ‘This is crazy,’ he thought. Anxious to break the stalemate and reassess the situation, he pulled his body back and sat down on the edge of the huge pile of laundry in storage. Doing so, he came eye level to her breasts, and quickly darted his eyes back up to.