I do feel remorse, about ten tons of it and they all weigh on my heart.But there is no point, is there?My love is dead. George is gone. So is every dr...am I ever had. I carelessly and thoughtlessly threw them away. I betrayed and killed the one good thing I'd carried within me — George's love.What's left of me is just trash. Worthless trash to be put away and destroyed. I should follow him as soon as they let me out of this hospital.But I can't.I remember the ice-cold flash of damnation.. " Woah, really?" Yes. I know it hasn't been long, but I think we have something here. What say you?" John, I really like you, and I think that there's something here too. But I want you to know that I'll never push you to move here or commit to anything. You do that on your own, on your own timeline."I got up, and went over to Jan, and gave her a big hug. We held each other for a while. It felt good just to hold one another.Then I kissed Jan, and headed for the shower.Then Jan said, "So. My "I've got you equals you've got me" strategy worked like a charm. Tom put his left arm around my shoulders and took the knife away from Tammy's neck. When I saw his hand drop out from under her I patted him on the side."Good! Thank you. OK, Tammy, you can go over there and wait with your grandparents now."As soon as Tammy started to move, I said, "OK, you need to put the knife on me now, Tom."I winced as Tammy crossed Officer Brown's line of fire, but fortunately nothing happened and she got. If the city extends throughout, there must be other ways in.”Ellerie sighed. “Then this place may be just as empty as the buildings outside.”“Not completely,” Treya said, showing her the buttons. “And we saw a lot of things lying around. Some of it looked like stone from a distance, but not all of it.”Corec said, “We saw stuff too, but I think rainwater has been flowing down the tunnel into this room and rotting everything away. The upper levels may be better preserved.”Bobo nodded. “There’s.