She spokelightly. "You must feel silly - wearing an old lady's pajamas all thetime!" she told me. "I also know that these nightgowns probably make you...eel embarrassed because they're not built for your true gender - butthey make me feel SO safe! And you don't mind - DO you?" She asked thiswith such sincerity, that I had to assure her that I thought them lovely.To prove this, it worked out that I went and put them on for her.Eunice did show her jealousy that night. Not obviously of course -. Maybe on another day we can reverse the conditions, and allow me to show you the ways and means of having sex, my way.” Now she said, “This may come as a surprise. I am on the pill and protected BUT…. I want you to use a condom with me, if that is ok with you?” That was an unexpected request. “I am already surprised, but if that’s what you want, then that’s what it will be. I don’t want to spoil anything that we have achieved so far. If it’s possible, I want things to be perfect,” I told her.. He said I was not good in bed, that I had no skills and was not learning them fast enough. He said I did not enjoy it with him and that was important to him. He was right but he was very rough with both of us. My sister concubine, Theresa, was much better than I and much more experienced. She refused to help me learn because she said it gave her an advantage over me.”I asked, “Did you tell your sponsor that?”“Yes, but he said it was my responsibility to learn and that she did not have to help. Buck was big, but he was slow, so I was able to get in, punch him in the face and stomach and kick him somewhere at the price of getting elbowed or taking one swinging punch from his huge fist. The third time he hit me, I went down and got a mouth full of dirt, my head ringing, vision blurred. It was like a mule kick."Get up," several men yelled as I scrambled away, those who had money on me I assumed. "Coward, get up an' fight," a man screamed.I rolled aside from the big man's kick, struggled.