Well, to me, its both. It began when I was sixteen. It was January and Summer in Australia, and of course, like every other typical Aussie girl, I was...at the beach with my mates. My best friend, Chelsea, and myself were with two of our guy friends, James and Brent. I had such a big crush on Brent, but I knew it would never happen, since he was going out with the biggest skank in our school district, Ella. I didnt ever understand why he would like a girl like that, she was so trashy and. So far, it had gone more according to my plan than I could have fantasized, and there was no doubt Mandy had been intentional in her actions. A young girl with confused ideals about what men represent and the draw of pleasure from sexual stimulation was a perfect combo, and I was incredibly anxious to figure out how to move our interactions along. Turns out, Mandy did it for me, taking the lead again, and further convincing me that the obsessive fantasy I developed that day when I saw her. I had my pistol under the waistband of my pants in the small of my back. I would give it up when asked. I felt safer with it though hoped not to need it. I pulled my case into the sitting room and was joined by Angela pulling her case almost immediately.“Good morning, Ange. I see you’re ready to go, too.”“Roger and I talked about it. I figured it would be easier to coordinate the weddings if we’re all together. People here are only a phone call away. Also, I need to pack and talk with Mo so she. " I thought you might feel that way, so I'm going to leave it to you. If you want come back down here to sit in on a lawsuit naming all of us, I guess I can't stop you. I would think you might have better things to do with your two or three months." But what you are saying is that there will be a suit regardless, and that you are just setting spin for the jury. I don't need the spin. Now if we can stop this, or get me off the list of defendants, then we can talk turkey." I'm not sure that can.