I tried to help him out by reassuring him, "Don't worry Dale, Danny's messing about, he knows what things are like at parties, it gets blown out of pr...portion. Besides me and Danny have a very open relationship, we talk about things like this all the time." After we had managed to squirm our way out of Danny trying to make us feel awkward, we hung around a little longer, watched TV, films and just generally relaxed; however as much as I was enjoying my time with Dale it lacked the 'excitement'. I want to wake up in the morning as a woman, spend the dayas a woman and go to bed as a woman. I want it to be real. I don't wantto put on a mask so that people believe I'm a woman. I want to be a woman24/7.I don't want to grow old and frail without realizing who I was as aperson. That would truly be sad. It is one thing not to reach one'spotential in life, to not reach goals set. It's a whole differentballgame not to be you! Believe it or not what you see is not me! Imight be able to fool. Still confused over my strange emotion I jumpedinto bed first and feigned sleep. In the morning mycuriosity got the better of me and I quizzed Jan overwhat she had got up to the night before. At first shewas very non committal but when I finally confessed toseeing her kissing John and how I had found it veryerotic she told me everything, although there wasn’tmuch to tell. She did confess to being annoyed at my behavior and hadplayed up more than she normally would have evensuggesting to. First, my definition of a couple is two people in a committed relationship, either married or seriously living together. When I say 'a couple' it can be several things - a couple going together to a swinging club or just getting together with other couples and have fun together or it can be that one person is having fun with someone else - by pre-agreement of the spouse, and then usually telling the other the details of what went on. It can also be when one or both people are voyeurs, that one.