I was in my junior year of high school and I was 16. I had many friends but I wasn't the most popular kid either. Luckily I wasn't the one that always...got made fun of either, and I was grateful for that. No one in my school knew my secret and my best friends didn't even know. I decided it was best for me that way. I didn't know it at the time but my junior year would turn out to be the best, most event and drama filled, year I'd ever have in school.My name is Kyle and I'm a white boy. I have. Then lifting her leg, I sprayed directly on her pussy.Do you know what the word perfunctory means? Well that’s what this was. A perfunctory cleansing. At no time did Sally even utter a noise. Once when the water hit her nose, she did cough. That was reassuring to me, I mean I was glad she was still living, but for the life of me couldn’t understand how she could be so out of it.After a few minutes the water coming off her body was clear and clean. It was time for me to be the same way.Adjusting. ‘What else do you have on here?’ We were still on the topic of Garden State, right? ‘The Shins. I make playlists of songs I download and I think they’ve been on every list since I saw Garden State. Death Cab. Coheed. Random shit.’ Coheed and Cambria is another band that features prominently on my playlists. She was browsing through SEVEN. ‘You put a lot of thought into these, huh? I just throw whatever I’d like to hear that day onto my MP3 player.’ She had it with her. She offered it to me,. You love Jeff so much, but he’s absolutely stupid for you.’ That was wonderful to hear from an outside observer. ‘What’s the difference between so in love and absolutely stupid?’ ‘Well, I never thought about it. I guess it’s like Justice Potter Stewart’s opinion trying to define pornography. I can’t define it, but I know it when I see it.’ ‘You’re fifteen. What do you know about porn?’ ‘Please. Let me think.’ And she did. I just wasn’t sure about what. ‘You love Jeff but you keep something in.