My hand pulled my pubic bone up towards my belly button as it did the outstroke, then plunged back in over the crinkled pad. I felt my bladder tense a...d then I also orgasmed, only about 10 seconds after Lucy, my own squirting juices joining hers on the bedspread and puddling and mixing together.We all collapsed in a hot wet sweaty tangle of bodies on the soaking bed.“Fuck, I didn’t expect that when I let myself in, I thought I’d find the pair of you still sleeping or nursing hangovers. I’m so. I went out late at night one day and just drove around to find my ‘victims’. The first people I came across were a beggar, a rickshaw puller, and a fruit vendor. It was cold and they were sitting around the fire. They had blankets but they were still shivering. I parked my car and came to them. I asked them if they had warm clothes or not. They nodded and said they were old and tattered.I told them to come with me to my house as blankets were there and some clothes as well. They all thanked me. "We left it there, and I drove home - with a lot to think about.That evening, at home alone, I hit the whisky bottle. Not too much, but they did slip down too easily. This is rare for me. There was a period after the split from Molly when I did drink alone at home, but it wasn't good and I stopped myself. It seemed ironic that the collapse of Molly's second marriage had me doing it again.I'm not sure what I really felt about it all. There were waves of sheer 'I told you so' joy. But there were. I liked the feel of the water stinging my skin. I was getting ready for my first date with a friend. We had only ever spoken to each other on the internet, but now, finally I was going to meet him…reach out and touch him. My friends thought I was crazy…dreaming of an interlude with a sexual fantasy…someone I’d never met, but dreamed of all my life. Still…I was preparing myself for the worst…he may just turn out to be exactly what I didn’t need. But I didn’t have any major expectations. I wasn’t.