I’m not ready to be that vulnerable. What if you’re stupid and get into an accident or something? I wouldn’t be able to take it.”She was smili...g at me - oddly calm for someone who was basically admitting she was broken (and kind of implied she didn’t want us to be friends). “Okay?” she asked expectantly.“I think it’s stupid.” I grumbled. “So what, you’re going to live the rest of your life without friends?”“No, stupid.” she replied, a little annoyed at this point. “But ... give me time. I can’t. Frankie decided to take a walk and see if hecould figure out what he should be doing.As he walked, he noticed the shops hadn't even opened yet. It was only9:30 am and in New York nothing opened before 10 or 11 am. Frankie wishedthat he still exercised. He could be out for a run right now burning offsome energy and feeling better about things. But exercise meant musclesand girls didn't have muscles.Frankie missed a lot of things about his old life like running and well,hard-ons. Sure, he didn't. I had never been with a woman before. She turned me around and I opened my eyes. She was the most beautiful black chick I had ever seen. She had a gorgeous body and was about five foot six. She put her hand under my chin and pushed my lips into hers. Wow, her mouth tasted so good as she stuck her tongue in to meet mine.My thoughts were, what do I do now? I ran my hand down between her legs and started playing with her clit. She had bent down and had her lips on my breast and was flicking my. “I don’t want to deal with this right now.” And he went storming away.I wasn’t about to argue, so I just followed him outside. Chad went stomping down the street, so I had to hurry to keep up.I’d seen flashes of Chad’s temper before. I knew that in most cases, he wouldn’t stay mad for long. But I also knew his sexuality was an especially sensitive subject, and that it called for careful handling.We ended up at a seafood place on the water. Chad was still worked up when he ordered. I doubt.