I like to 420 so i smoked a big bowl before this happened.I had always imagined fucking or (mainly) getting fucked by a guy. So i decided to click on...m4m. I looked through the posts for several hours before i decided to just post for myself. I posted what i wanted, a st8 boy looking to be sucked and possibly fucked for the first time.I jumped in the shower while the ad uploaded. When i got out i had several replys already. i answered to one guy and he decided to drive over to my house. He. Again I nodded a yes; but added that he was a good boy and now I was hoping they would behave as very bad boys with me…Matthew then came from outside; he was carrying a couple cold bottles of champagne and three glasses. After those two bottles were empty; they led me to the main bedroom of that suite.As soon as we got there, Wilfred took me in his strong arms and he kissed me deeply. Then, in just a couple seconds, he lifted my dark blue dress out of my body. I stood completely naked before. “Are you *****” “Yes” “I’m Audrey’s s****r, Rose, she told me all about you” “Really” smiling at me she said “Oh yes all about you”, I smiled to myself, we went and sat at a table to talk, pointing to a man in a wheelchair she said “That’s my husband”. Apparently Rose’s hubby was ten years older than she, 76, and had had a stroke some seven years earlier, she was his carer. I got up and went to the bar for another drink and studied Rose, she was dressed in black, black skirt, black blouse, and. Here was a someone who did value me as a person, someonewho loved me and who had never deceived me. He smiled at me, and in thatmoment I realised just how much I needed hi, how much I wanted him.It was as if a dam suddenly burst within me, one I had been desperatelytrying to keep shored up so afraid was I of what would happen if Ididn't. Well no more. Let it collapse and be washed away. I had beenlying to myself for too long, denying my feelings and the truth of whathad happened to me over the.