I was always sorry I did not reach up and fondle his penis and balls. I also liked the feeling of standing in front of him almost naked I don't know w...ere I lost my shorts there in front of him or in bed but the thought of me being naked with another man really started to turn me on. As the years went on I knew I had to experience the pleasure of feeling another man's penis and balls. I discovered the internet and Craigslist Personals saw my first cock in a pair of panties and knew then I. " It's always best to be prepared." You're right mother. Anyway, Rev. Jones seems to be a nice guy and he has seemed interested in all the work I've done to help at the home shelters around town. He praised me for being the only cock and cunt suckers on call 24/7 for the Shelter Staff members. And he raved about the way I blew him last week too." Maybe sweetie, he wants more than that tonight. Hee! Hee!" I hope so mother. I would love to be held in his strong arms and penetrated by him. He and his manservant took her in. It had looked as if she had been raped, also and it looked like she had a bad case of amnesia, too. He told him, too how she had mentioned something about 2 boys hurting her. He also told him how she was resting comfortably in his home and they were both caring for her.He told him that's all he really knew as she didn't know where she had been all these missing days, weeks and in her condition, it was best to not press her with too many questions. It could. I took punishments for them when I could - when I was brave enough. I felt like a coward when I wasn't brave enough and I felt like a failure when I couldn't play the system well enough to get punished in their place.At night, sometimes I would lay in bed, listening to one of my brothers or sisters being spanked and I would cry into my pillow wishing I could be the one getting it. I hated hearing their cries and the sound of a hand - or the almost-silent sound of the hairbrush - hitting them.