Her nipples were dark however, very dark. They rose and fell with her quickened breathing, swollen and inviting. I likened her to a gypsy, dark, with ...ust a hint of menace in her smile. Her shaven pussy was fat and succulent with a roundness that made her slit appear much deeper than normal. I studied that canyon, fascinated at the inner lips that poked through. Her strong thighs glistened from excess juice and I immediately wanted to explore. She came to me and started to tug at my shirt. I. " "Fine!" She almost screamed. "You wanna be an asshole, be one. But my asshole needs attention. If you aren't buttfucking me, then you have to massage my ass and tits till I cum." I smiled. I liked to massage my mother's fat ass and back. She stood up and looked at me. I smiled again and nodded as we looked into each others' eyes. Then she stripped me. As I pushed my underwear down, I watched mom grab a bottle of lotion. she leaned forward to kiss me on the lips. We were both naked now. My. "I'd come to the same conclusion myself."I haven't seen their black friend over there much," I said. "Or, not very often." Yeah," my wife said. "He planted the seed and now he's off planting it in other wombs, I suppose." If I hadn't known my wife didn't care for that Idea (or at least she had said she didn't), I could have sworn there was a slight tinge of...envy(?) to it.But she went on. "I saw that young black guy the other day, Several blocks from here. You know just where I saw him?". Ben sat there, staring into the distance."Elowyn. Change is about letting go and taking risks. I know it's corny, but it's the truth. I know you feel guilty, but it's not your fault. I've never met your dad, but I know he loved you, and would do anything for you to live."I sat and pondered his words. I knew my father didn't want me to be unhappy. He wanted me to move on. I had to live life for both of us.I smiled at Ben. "You're right."He smiled back and asked, "Can we continue where we left.