I replied “really, I had no idea.” I pulled down my tiny shorts and my thick cock hardened even further until it was fully hard and standing at 8 ...� inches. I noticed his eyes bulged at the sight of my big cock and shaven balls. Chaz handed me back the body wash and I started soaping up my cock and balls and rubbing them. Chaz started to harden at the sight and eventually his 8 inch cock was hard and throbbing. I rinsed the soap from myself, turned of the shower and walked back into the changing. At least I hope so. There was also the excitement and pleasure of being screwed by a black man for the first time. Jumping ahead one week, I get a call from the first guy asking if I wanted to meet him. I agreed, and after work that day there started a routine of sexual attention any woman could only dream about. I was soon having sex with four of the guys who had enjoyed my pussy at the party. Then there soon were a couple of married men from work who saw me on a regular basis in my little. He seemed interested. "It's working. I'm going to have him under my thumb. Pretty soon, he'll be buying my groceries every week," I thought.Meanwhile, I was getting more and more lightheaded from the lack of food. Even giddy. It felt a bit like being drunk without drinking. My body was struggling but my brain felt light. As I entered his house, I thought about the sexy looks I'd give him to manipulate him. Soon, he'd be giving me anything I wanted in hopes that he'd get laid one day. The oldest. I turned on Pandora and brought up my favorite station. It was made up largely of men's choruses singing in perfect harmony. There was something about the music that seemed to calm my soul like nothing else could do.An Irish ballad came thought the speakers about a fisherman who had gone out to sea. As he fought the cold rain and the thrashing waves, he thought about his true love back home. He knew she would be in a warm cottage with her parents. She would probably be sitting next to the fire.