Despite our efforts to keep together and protect each other, we were all repeatedly subject to these horrible attacks.The harassment declined during t...e third term as class examinations came to the fore but then returned with a vengeance after the summer break when a new intake of girls arrived at the school. This increase in girl numbers, albeit still small, seemed to heighten the fear in boys that they were losing their birthright of dominance. So, they set about doing everything possible to. She tried to impede me by grabbing my hand but I didn’t care about her impeding and raised my hand upwards and reached her breast. I knew that her right breast was absent, so I grabbed her left breast and began to press lightly. I felt she wore bra inside so I again told “Oh Shilu, what have you worn, I have told you not to wear this bloody rough thing, but you have worn it again, please Shilu remove it soon now. I reached the buttons of the blouse and began to unbutton those.I understood that. I could feel your furry patch of pubic hair on the top of my thigh. I put my arm under your head and pulled you even closer.I bent down to kiss you on top of your head, and as I did so you looked up at me, flashing that winning smile and sparkling eyes. All I could do was smile back. No words were spoken, nor did there have to be. We let our eyes say all there had to be said. There were no false pretenses as to why you were here, just suffice it to say it’s because it’s where you wanted to be.. He has told me that these controls are all necessary for his studies. Each time I called he told me that I should listen carefully to what he had to say… Imagine you are at the top of a staircase… Close your eyes… and watch yourself walking… slowly, step… by step, down the staircase… Count each step… as you walk… slowly… down, watching yourself… all the time… Tell yourself… that as you slowly… go down, you will be feeling… more… and more… relaxed, and moving… deeper… and deeper… into peace..