I can't do this anymore. I don't really want to hurt you. I know you're not really a slut or a whore, and you're right, I was only trying to hurt you ...nd make you feel the kind of pain I feel. I'm ashamed for that, but I'm confused Lydia. I've totally lost my bearings and I don't know what to do. Never in all my life have I felt so totally incapable of knowing what to do. I stood in that doorway last night for almost a minute watching you fuck Norm knowing that I should have rushed in and beat. "It always made her giggle because she hadn't been on a proper date for almost two years before she accidently met Danny in front of the courthouse. She honestly didn't know why she had spoken to him so brazenly except for the fact he looked so sad looking up at the wanted posters of the nasty characters despised by many and hero to many more.It was his tentative kisses and his tender fingers never fumbling and sure of their purpose that convinced her it was time for her to activate her. I got on top of her and spread her legs. My rock hard cock was rubbing against her pussy. "Please be gentle, its been a while", she requested. "When was the last time you had sex?", I asked her. "About an year ago, and you?", she replied. "About the same", I lied.I kept rubbing her pussy with my dick, she was moaning hard. And then suddenly I pushed the tip of my cock inside her.She screamed "Aaahh... slow down Abbas." I can't...", I said and pushed my big hard Arab cock all the way into her. I have to admit i found the idea kind of erotic since ittickled my feminine side and also because i had been watching so much bbc porn, I was really curious about seeing a real black cock in person. She then said'OK let me see what Darren wants to do' and just put the phone down before I could respond. After an hour or so there was a knock on the door. I opened it and Darren barged in.He went straight for the fridge, cracked open a beer, sat on the couch and called me over. I went there, he.