The last months have been tough."Barbara looked at her thoughtfully and asked, "Then what happened?"Ali continued. "Then I met Bill Clifford. More acc...rately, he found me." She smiled at Barbara and said, "Would you believe it? We were married less than three hours after I first laid eyes on him. Bill calls it a tax deal. Now I'm madly in love with him." Does he know that?" Barbara asked."I don't know. I haven't told him. Except maybe I whispered it once or twice. It gets even stranger: Our. I said, ‘I want you.’ She seemed to be thinking that over. I weighed the risks and elaborated a little, hoping she wouldn’t misconstrue my explaining as losing control of her or myself. ‘What’s one orgasm compared with the companionship of a creative, caring, intelligent woman? I want you with me. That’s what I want. You won’t stay with me if you aren’t satisfied, nor should you. No one should have to settle for someone who doesn’t fulfill her. I can fulfill you, but only if I don’t give in to. She would show overt signs of affection for you, huggin you and kissing you on the cheek at breakfast, while barely deigning to adress her mother. You had tried to play mediator between them, to no avail. Even worse, this situation had driven a wedge between you and her and even though she was graceful enough not to say it directly, you could see it in her eyes : she blamed you for it. And that resentment slowly drove you two apart. You still talked to eachother, you still had affection for one. Uske pas gaya aur man me plz god help me and usko direct bol diya,” SARITA, Ilove you. Agar tumhara yes hai to thhik hai or na hai to plz kisiko mat batana. Mai vapis tumhe tang nahi karunga.Usne bahut krodhh me meri taraf dekha aur ghar ke aandar chali gayi. Sala man me yahi sochta raha ki thode din aur rookta to bat banati. ab khatam khel sara.Ek din bahut jorse barish ho rahi thi.Mai ofis jane ke liye nikala. Niche building ke pass koi nahi tha. Sirf mai,sarita aur jordar barish.Hum dono ne.