Licking it as much as I can and moaning over his cock I feel Sophia slide under my slightly open legs and start to eat me. John watches his wife lappi...g at another girl’s pussy for the first time and this tips him over the edge. I feel the shots of cum hit the back of my throat but I don’t get much time to taste him as I greedily swallow each jet of his hot creamy cum. Holding his still hard cock in my hand I lick every inch, cleaning up any remaining cum and still tasting Sophia’s pussy on it.. Frankly, I was surprised at myself for ever asking her out on a second date.She begged me to come to church with her on Sunday morning, squeezing my hand and looking at me with those big brown eyes. Then she kissed me goodnight, and I heard myself agree.She met me outside the church and we went in together, holding hands. I felt completely self conscious, I didn’t belong there. I really liked Ruth, but she was a good girl and it wasn’t going to work.The priest was only a little bit older than. And yet, as 'free' as I feel to once again be the boyI was, inside I feel... Empty. 'Steve' has no friends, no career, hardlyany family... And no life. When other people think of me, they allinevitably think of Stephanie- even the people who knew Steve. And yet,no matter what, I simply can't let go of 'Steve'...I perch on the end of my bed for half an hour, closing my eyes andabsorbing the feelings provided by 'Steve's clothes- feelings of comfort,familiarity, warmth... Feelings of home, like. I gasped and cried out from thepain and my eyes teared up a little as I staggered back and sat down onher bed with my arms folded across my chest to protect it from anyfurther damage. Allison saw how much pain I was in and came over and satbeside me on the bed and put her arm around my shoulders and said,"Alex, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hit you. Here, can I do anythingto help you?"I was trying to be brave. You know, like when Alan Ladd gets shot at theend of "Shane" but he just acts like.