Everywhere around me people are bumping and swaying against me. A girl and a guy are making love on the dance floor, she is sliding up and down agains... him and every time she comes down she brushes against me. The music and the heat and the smoke and the stench of lust in the club is driving me crazy. Every time I lift my eyes, animal eyes are there to greet them and suck them in. The music catches momentarily as dark, thumping bass vibrates in my internal organs. Then something soft and spicy. He and his wife spent the day cleaning and he did small repairs to a few items that needed it. All in all they were pleased with what they had done to the old house. John looked over the buildings of the ranch from the porch of the old house.There was a huge old barn that held a lot of hay for the horses and the two milk cows, the chicken feed for the chickens, and riding tack for the horses. There was the old carriage house, which still held some of the old horse drawn buggies and wagons. John. It hurt every time she pulled away, but I made an effort not to show it. Finally after about a week her growing sense of security and her basically loving nature overcame the fear that bastard had beaten into her and she became first willing, and then eager to accept a hug from me.I knew we'd broken through the barrier the day Carly came into my office, leaned over my chair and gave me a big hug."I like you," she said simply with that complete, utter sincerity that only small children — and. I was so shocked. A million things passed through my mind, many of them were dirty things I wanted to do to him right there on the train. Five seconds had passed when he stood up and said Im sorry. Ill go over here so you can have some space, but close enough that you feel safe. NO! Stay. I need you close. She speaks. he said with a nervous smile. I stood up catching him off guard. what are yo… I cut him off by reaching for his head and kissing him. It was an electrifying kiss. I felt it all.