He had some sun oil on him,and he looked really cool,just laying there,doin his thing,in his own little world.and if im interested in men,thats my ide...l guy.not hairy at all,blonde,fit,not a sporty guy,but not one of them beer drinkin,bratwurst eating,socks and sandals wearing,mustache guys...and,well,something was triggered in my brain...he was alone,like me,didnt know,if he is gay,straight,bi,with or without girlfriend,boyfriend,family...he was just alone,and naked.every now and then,he got. I asked him what he wanted to drink and he ordered a crown on the rocks. It was getting close to closing time which is 12am on weeknights so I was cleaning glasses and getting the bar ready to close since I worked by myslef during the week. He had finished the first drink so I made him another and when I placed the drink on the bar he grabbed my hand and asked me "how much do you normally make a night in tips" I answered on week nights around 50-60 and on the weekends it can get well over. Most were mundane and expected, such as cleaning,doing the laundry and putting the clean clothes away, ironing, makingthe beds, cooking, and preparing for the occasional party that Mistresswould host. Other tasks, such as help Mistress with her bath each day,laying out Mistress' clothes for the day and helping her dress, werecompletely unexpected. In time, Mistress expected Deborah to becomeproficient in hair styling and in cosmetics application. In addition,Deborah would accompany her. It’s been only a month or so since Valentine’s Day. I see Black men holding hands with White women. And I see White men with Black women. Does that make me angry? Absolutely not. Every human being is capable of choosing his or her significant other. Love who you love. Race shouldn’t have anything to do with it. However, I do have my preferences. I need a smart, strong Black man to stand by my side. As my equal. My lover. My protector. A lioness needs her lion. And I accept no substitute. .