” It pained me to admit it. I had hurt Jacky. I had created a debt there that I could never repay, that I could never make right. I had wanted Karly... and I had hurt Jacky in the process. That would never go away. It would never get any better. Looking back now I could see how I had made excuses. How I had called her stupid, or immature. Even wanting to take responsibility I had made excuses that it was her. The reality was it is never them. It’s always you.The thought made me realize that every. I knew that I had to arouse her to get my wish fulfilled so I did not force her. Now again continued kissing on her all over her chicks & neck, and after sometime I inserted my right hand into her blouse and started massaging her boobs. Slowly progressed further and cupped her right boob and squeezed her nipple. She moaned “sash….” and rested her head on my shoulder giving my hand ease to wander around inside her blouse over her boobs, she may have loosened her bra in toilet making my hand find. I wasn't convinced, so he rubbed his hand over my pussy, dipping each finger into me until his hand was slick with my sex and then he brought it to my mouth. Taste it, its your own delicious juice.Tentatively I licked his fingers, surprised at the taste. I had no idea until then what I tasted like. I loved it and soon was licking every little bit from his hand. Then he pushed his index finger between my lips into my mouth. "Have you ever taken a cock in your mouth?" he asked. I shook my head,. We looked good. The party was a hit, the brothers were drunk. My husband was in our bathroom vomiting and Barry was helping him. Barry put him in the bed. I walked upstairs and Barry was trying to clean the vomit that missed the toilet and the smell got him vomiting. I ran cold water and grabbed a rag to wipe his head and help. He vomited on me, my dress it smelled so bad it was warm and chuncky, he got up fast to wash his face and was saying sorry. My fast reaction was to unzip and remove the.