For discipline I always have to get completely naked, and she is always fully dressed. There's never any warm-up -- all swats are delivered full forc... from the start.After a time, she added elements of a sexual nature to my discipline. Sometimes I had to wear a butt plug when I was across her lap getting paddled; occasionally she would hang a weight from my testicles when I was bent over for the strap. Soon after that, she heard from one of her friends that if the male is forced to ejaculate. The way she steadily furrowed her brow,refusing to look up made me sense she was ignoring me to get rid of me.I stood at the sink opposite and down two from hers. I sheepishly met my reflection to comb out my hair. As my eyes rose to my reflection I thought * I hate my tits*. They don't look like women's tits to me, they look like a statue's. They're too high, practically at my arm pits, and my nipples hardly ever get well, 'hard'. My only consolation is that they're almost C cups.I'm proud of. Dea. Was it important? Well, I think it was, but mostly because of my feelings. She certainly figured largely in my fantasy life. The girls I had dated in the past year all seemed to be pallid comparisons, Dea was special!And here was Dea, my Dea. looking at the tail end of a gorgeous girl with a very unprofessional look on her face. And I was not comfortable with what I saw.We didn't stay until closing because we did have to get up and drive to our meeting this morning and it was several hours. . he cleaned the sticky semen from my body.Both of us naked…wet .. hand in hand came to the bed…he wiped me in a towel .. i dried him up .. lay side by on the same bedDipu kissed my lips and softly whispered in ear .. the day I first saw you loved your body .. beauty .. always wanted to try sex with you .. could not gather courage to tell .. satisfied myself with masturbation…I love you Dulu .. want you most .. shyly I said me too .. kissed him…submissively said take me as and when you.