It was too much. I was overwhelmed by the situation. I was so horny, but terrified at the same time. I looked down at my hot bikini clad body again. M... insatiable lust had driven me into this high risk situation. I have no control anymore. The rest of my life will an ever increasing series of risks to feed my transvestic fetish.Eventually I got myself under control and just lay there, relaxed.A while later I saw two women arrive further down the beach. They walked away from me and settled down. She entered into her dorm's bathroom and hopped in the shower-- appreciating she could shower for as long as she wanted, another advantage of living alone in the dorm. Still, even as the warm water washed relaxation into her, her thoughts slipped back to the whiffed toss of her clothes. She'd always been a ditz, but recently she'd been turning into a full-blown screw up. Going to the wrong buildings, thinking it's the wrong day of the week, even accidentally tipping a barista $100 instead of. Here it was finally. One of my five unfulfilled fantasies was standing before me, apologizing for being black. I stepped inside and closed the door behind me, and said, "Where would you like me sir?" So my being black isn't a turn off?," he asked.I rarely talk with someone in this situation. I'm there to blow and go after he cums. But this guy had no idea the power he had over me and over a number of other white men. "Listen," I said. "I've never been with a black guy. Black guys or guys in. Then she said if I would like to leaned how to make sex to her. I was very suprised and Iactually almost said no, but my 15 years old hormones were raging and I couldn't help butsay yes. She then leaned over and kissed me and I sucked her tits. She started to moan andshe grabbed my crotch of my pants. She then proceeded to take off my clothes as I undressedher. I just told her that she was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. She just lookedat me and pulled my boxers down so my dick stood.