It would be much easier for her. But they needed to talk, and she needed to apologize.It was a nervous morning waiting for Timothy. He hadn't arrived ...y lunchtime. Marie made herself a sandwich, but she was too agitated to eat. Two, three o'clock came, and no Timothy.At ten to four, his car pulled up outside. Marie watched Timothy walk up the drive. Her stomach tied itself in tighter knots, and she physically jumped when the doorbell rang."I'll pretend to be out," Marie thought to herself.She. Also sometimes my body would jerk and my head would bang against the wooden bench I was lying on and I would lose my place. I shifted uncomfortably and glanced down the length of my body to where my legs dangled off the edge of the bench.Morris Stymer was standing between my legs, thrusting in and out – that should help you understand why my body was sometimes jerking as he thumped into me. Morris’s face was pulled into a grimace and his eyes gazed off somewhere over my head as he fucked me. He. Sean complimented her on her choice (he had taken it upon himself to pass on his so-called wisdom, she had wondered how drunk he was there.) Eventually they moved onto another club and there Sean continued teacher-mode giving out tips etc, touching her perhaps more than necessary but since it didn’t discomfort her, knowing he was just drunk and wouldn’t try anything. Carmen and Jay eventually got up to dance again, and Sean joined us, only to find he was trying by moving her hips, to instruct. My heart skipped a beat. With shaking legs, I sunk into the bed and cried my heart out. After an hour of intense sobbing, I got up and decided what needed to be done must be done. But little did I know what I had to do.As Friday approached, so did my dread. At 5:30, I was ready just as asked. I stood in front of my full-length mirror for one final time to look at myself before the events that would unfold in front of me would change me forever. What I saw was a scared girl who looked so small.