"One more time." He nodded and they went again. Ryan made herself focus on her hands so that she wouldn't distract herself trying to make sure that Ja...on didn't pull any more tricks. He played it straight all the way through, and Ryan was relieved when it was over. "Okay, pretty good." Lara looked at the others, then exchanged a nod with Ryan. "If we can do it that way, I think it'll be great." Her eyes settled on Jason at the end. "Absolutely. We should put it in the list for the 9:30 Club,". .. I. In my fantasies I'm a woman...living as a woman...having sexwith a woman, very rarely having sex with a man. Forgive me."Kate was silent for a moment and I thought we were finished, but thenshe pulled me close and kissed me tenderly, she seemed more tender thanusual."As I said we all have fantasies," she said, "one of mine is havinglesbian sex. Oh I fooled around with some of the girls when I was atschool, but nothing since. ... Do you want to come upstairs and try onsome of my clothes,. My chin rested against her shoulder and she swung her face for a post-orgasm kiss until:“Complete.”Everything elasticized again – All colours bleeding into one. Decipherable Sounds were replaced with garbled static. Numbness overcame me and then I lost consciousness to end my sensory trip-out. * When I came to, I was at the high school reunion again. The same gym, same banners, same people. My stomach did cartwheels and somersaults.Why is everything the same? I scanned the room; Scanned for. After I arrive home and change out of my uniform into a pair of jeans anda plain blue t-shirt, smiling sadly as Cassidy changes into her favouritepink dress and Bryony changes into a t-shirt and a short denim skirt thatis a far too 'mature' look for the 9 year old girl- though if I said thatto Bryony's face, she'd just take it as a compliment. After dinner, Ispend a short while fussing over Dorothy- my youngest sister at just 2 anda half years old- before heading up to my bedroom and shutting.