That practice would stand me in good stead, in years to come!One of the girls volunteering there was Laurie. It seemed that she was volunteering for t...e same shifts that I was. She also appeared to be volunteering in order to get out of the house, in addition to providing a community service. After several shifts of conversation and exchange of life stories, I asked her out. Smiling, she accepted, asking, “What did you have in mind?”She was a lithe pretty redhead, with a confident air about. For the first time I considered the thought of her entering me. I wasn't disgusted at the thought, I wondered what Xian thought of the idea. I was deeply in love with her and life was great but I wondered if she would be disgusted at my thoughts or would she be into the idea.If you had asked me a year ago about the idea of being penetrated I would have probably have reacted with disgust. I wasn't anti gay but it would have been something I would have a natural disgust for. This turnaround was. " I rolled my eyes at her specifically because I knew it made her crazy. "Oh, stop, you big baby!" And she leapt forward, trying to dunk me, and I dodged and grabbed her arms and easily dunked her instead. I was so embarrassed I entertained the thought of drowning her, but I figured that might make my Dad a little angry, so I let it pass. I let her up, and she stood with a half-dazed look on her face. "I guess THOSE days are over! My little baby's growing up!"Mom stayed and chatted with us,. I get bored I get horny, thats why I became a habitual masturbator, a once a day girl, and have been since I was ten.As a teenager in Angola, working as a aupair, for a diplomatic family, my bedroom oversaw a shower area for the blacks, and I would be there as they showered, marveling at their physiques, their blue black penises, and others with pinkish-white heads on brown shafts, my cock heaven, I used to call it, and I was naked as I looked, masturbating as I dreamed I was amongst them,.