Grace turned gracefully and slowly so as not to loose her balance. I gave her a pat on her ass and told her to get on the bed. She even giggled at me....hen I turned my attention back to Alyssa. I wished that I were twenty years younger but then I realized that she was still mine for the taking so it really didn’t matter in the least how old I was. I grabbed onto her shirt at the bottom and lifted it up. Alyssa cooperated just as her grandmother had by lifting her arms up for me too. Alyssa had. I could feel tears at the corner of my eyes; a barely acknowledged frustration crawled around the pit of my stomach and my impotent anger rose to redden my face. Yet I didn’t know what I was upset about; my maddeningly small breasts, the lack of a stiff cock to plunder my pussy, the guilt and inferred criticism that I felt at any mention of Stephen’s mother or the certain knowledge that someday soon he’d move on to fresher, younger, more nubile pastures.Whatever it was, as Stephen sat. “Later!” I hissed, as we came to the NIKA building.“Are you planning to watch the race tonight?” Kara asked.“Yes, we can fast-forward through commercials and cautions. And Jess won’t be home, so she won’t have to suffer through it!”Kara laughed, “She loves you, despite your thing for cars going in circles! Do you plan to go to the park at lunch with Jesse today?”I nodded, “Yes. Elyse and I are taking Jesse and Matthew as we usually do. I just hope Jesse doesn’t decide to tell Carol that he’s. I even brought the stuffed mushrooms. The room I am to stay in looks like a poster for STD and pregnancy prevention. No, I don’t think you have a disease. Do you have a disease? I forgot to ask the last time you were checked. My last blood work was three months ago during my well-woman exam. The only guy I’ve been with since then was Dwight, and we used a condom. As for the whole pregnancy, then, you know I don’t want to have kids. I’ve even thought of having myself sterilized. Wouldn’t that be.