I pulled my head away and said something to the effect of, “Can you please fuck me now”… this obviously excited him as he grabbed me by my shoul...ers lifted me up and then pushed me towards his bed. He bent me over and immediately started rubbing it between my ass, placing it gently but just rubbing over the entrance to me.I know my body was so tense that there was no way he was going to get it inside of me, but that didn't mean I didn't want it. He said, “Don’t worry… I have some lube ready. But Hank ignored it. The ladder was near. He stumbled again, catching himself at the last moment. The wall drew nearer, looming like an ebony shadow against the night sky.Hank saw the crushed foliage on the ground, the spot where the group had earlier entered the park. He looked up, scanning the wall for the ladder.Hank gasped in surprise. The faint, soft, high-pitched cry startled him even as he frantically searched the wall. He felt the wall, prying with his hands, as if his eyes might be. Page 35 All went well for a time, but failed to enlarge his spiritual life. To his consternation, he found himself drunk half dozen times in rapid succession.more powerlessnessmore insanitymore unmanageabilityPage 37 Whatever the precise definition of the word may be, we call this plain insanity. How can such a lack of proportion, of the ability to think straight, be called anything else? But even in this type of beginning we are obliged to admit that our justification for a spree was. Thanks always to blackrandl1958 for her editing and guidance.Sixty days: Was it only sixty days ago that I cut the cord and the delivery room nurse handed me our bundle of joy?I held her for just a few moments, feeling her tiny heart beating against my chest before gently placing her on my wife’s chest, basking in the glow of their love.Jane stroked Margaret’s head and smiled up at me.“We did it, Tyler,” she said. “We finally did it.”“We finally did it.” Those words had more significance than.