‘I missed you.’ Sean cooed as he hugged his father, both small arms around his dad’s neck. ‘I missed you too, Sean.’ He said with a smile on...his face, looking around. ‘This place looks really nice.’ He commented. ‘You should tell Ana! She’s been working on this for weeks.’ He said with a bright smile on his face. ‘Oh, Ana? That’s your nanny right?’ He asked. ‘Why don’t you introduce us?’ ‘Okay!’ Sean said as he beamed, running off with a bright smile. He was all for this, and now I was. ‘Deacon. Wait,’ Jen called as I reached for the knob. I turned to face her. ‘Does he know?’ ‘Sort of. I…fuck…I fucked up, Jen. I fucked up bad,’ I whispered. She took the necessary steps toward me and wrapped me in her arms. Her ginormous belly between us. ‘It’ll be okay, Deak,’ she soothed. I nodded against her neck, but really I knew it’d never be the same between us. I let the tears fall in the safety of Jen’s skin. Prologue 3 What the hell was that about?’ I heard Anya’s tinkling little. It was his first erection since the accident. I guess I'm getting better. There was a charged current of sexual tension in the room. The fact that she was staring at his erection was an even greater turn-on. Matt wanted to touch himself so badly. He groaned in frustration.Diane was startled by the sound and flushed with embarrassment. Oh my God, I'm staring at his penis. Looking up she saw Matt's glazed eyes staring back at her, a mouth slightly open and breath softly panting."Are you in pain. Every year he was deteriorating both physically and socially.Once I and a friend stepped out of Seamen’s club after waiting for a heavy downpour to stop and a beggar extended his arm. He was drenched in rain and was shivering.I got a jolt when he said in fluent English “Sir, please give me money. I was also an Engineer.”I was shocked and stared at his torn, dirty tee shirt, torn pant and make shift foot wear. His long hair and beard was shaggy, unkempt and matted. His eyes and cheeks had sunken.