‘You look nice.’ Vidyartha commented, his hazel brown gaze running up and down her body. Lillian felt weak. ‘What’s the occasion?’ ‘You ar...,’ she replied, amazed at her own daring. Where had that come from? ‘Oh. I see.’ His long lashes covered his incredible eyes, and Lillian feared that she had offended him. She was looking down at her small feet, her face aflame, when his fingertips touched her chin, moving her face to his. As his lips touched hers, his tongue probing gently around her mouth,. It was not the man she would leave with. This was a phantom of the past suddenly made flesh by circumstance; they both had so much to lose but for that brief spell, barely a lapse in the beat of the music playing at deafening volumes around them, they found in each other that which they had both missed. She felt the cool plaster of the wall on her bare back, still moist from her exertions on the dance floor. His left hand cupped her cheek as she moaned silently, reluctant to belay the desire. ” Both Tony and ***** laughed and I felt embarrassed. Here Tony and I were, trying to impress the cooler older girl but looking like idiots in the process.***** could tell that Tony and I were a little discouraged by her laughter, so she assured us “Don’t worry guys – I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 14, and I know some boys who are 18 that still haven’t lost their virginity.” Her comments were making us feel better, but we still felt upset… Tony and I wanted to lose our. .so that her dress/blouse would hurt the nipples just touching them. Whoa..did they accomplish their mission! I felt the stares of lots of people! A white bitch in a black neighborhood looking like a whore. For sure...WHITE TRASH! Another sweltering day, too. I had spent the night in a hothouse environment. Sweaty. Dirty. Disgusting. What would Lisa think if she saw me? What would my neighbors say? Trying to hurry is bad enough in shoes but I was barefoot. NOt used to being barefoot and the.