His beloved Jeanette had been scheduled for brain surgery a mere four days from their meeting with Dr. Chen and as he sat by her side in the hospital,...he struggled to grasp the meaning of what had happened to their family in the past month.The incident at the Wagon Wheel was almost forgotten now with the knowledge of Jeanette's affliction. He was frightened, he admitted to himself, and he couldn't conceive of a life without her. They had tried to talk about the "what ifs" after their meeting. Now, every time we were together, I was looking at the front of his pants, checking to see if he had a boner. I was also dressing a little more toward showing him a little, especially when it was just the two of us home.So, one afternoon when we were both sitting at the kitchen table having a snack, I just went ahead and asked him, "Tucker, you masturbate, right?" I what? Are you asking me if I jack-off? What brought this up?" Oh, just wondering, you do, don't you?" Well, I guess just about. At Kerbala, however, he included a note about Western nations, a quick note which left the audience confused. He claimed in his ramblings that Islam should prepare to adopt the West as a mother does a bastard son.Most of the believers from Mashad, Teheran, and Kerbala insisted he stay longer. But Tariq had nothing left to explain. His words were mysterious as he told a final group to look to the West for Allah’s message. He did not say more. He then returned to Mecca.He arrived in Mecca with. My heart was pounding and I felt like I was in a beautiful dream, but OMG! this was real and I was so excited by it that my panties were soon wetter than my swimmers had been only moments before!I had always preferred the company of other girls, but at that beautiful instant, I knew that I was a lesbian for sure, because nothing in the world could ever be more exciting than this, I was as red as a berry and breathing so hard, but I managed to whisper "Oh Sarah" her sweet smile gave me such.