" Sarah actually laughed at that. "What? Whyare you laughing?" In a minute I will tell you. So you prefer being a girl?" No, I am loving this righ... now, it is honestly a dream come true. Ifyou hadn't laughed I would have continued and said but I would want myluggage ready for me for when we went home. And when we got home Iwould be Brad, husband, dad, grandfather but I would hope that Brandiwouldn't have to go completely back in the closet. That is as honest asI can be."Sarah actually. Having grown to a stature of 6’1 and having gained an athletic bodythrough soccer, it soon became too much to bear every time I visited. Not that they were ugly or anything but I justwasn’t interested in my cousins. Usually my aunt’s house was veryclean and tidy. My mother says its because she doesn’t have any boys in thehouse and I tend to agree. Today however, her house was in disarray. Boxes werescattered everywhere and her living room was cluttered with household items.“We’ll get. We were setting up in a clearing in the local woods and I saw a guy walking past, he looked like a forest ranger or something, all big, butch and rough looking.I turned to my wife and saw she had seen him too, 'Do you wish i was like that,' I asked?, she just smiled a sad little smile and turned away. I knew then I was in trouble.I broke out the wine and poured some for her, I was driving so was on lemoade.My wife didn't eat much and got quite drunk quite quickly.She was saying we had to find. By the time she had finished writing all her info down, she was squirming in her chair like a five-year-old. She had one hand between her legs, as though that was going to hold the flood back.The computer desk was sitting next to the kitchen, but Deb wanted to make it to the bathroom, but the more she thought about it, she had held on longer than she should have and get up was probably going to cause her muscles to loosen their grip. She quickly stood, and as she thought would happen her body.