I put myself out there to test the waters and monitor feedback, and everybody wanted me. I could have had any guy I wanted, it was.... Powerful, I was...hooked. I did this all in hiding and it became an obsession, I would do solo videos, I spent thousands of dollars on clothes, stayed learning to fuck my ass with dildos, in so tight this was very difficult at first, I loved dildoing my ass and pulling it out to suck it, so for months I practiced, rejecting men left and right, was waiting for the. John told me that I was no longer a suspect yet it took another week before the letter arrived informing me that I should return to duties.John was bitter when I handed him the envelope. He knew what it was without opening it."Andy, do you really have to do this?" Yes John. You know how it will be. I had hoped that I would make Chief Inspector or even Superintendent before I retired, but that isn't going to happen now. The suspension is on my record and no matter if it was justified or not,. I thought to myself, "Two more graves." They wanted to know what I thought we should do. I thought for a moment, "We have plenty of food here. Right now, we need to stay put and rest and give our emotions time to ease. Then, we can take a look at the world and make plans."They both nodded and left to prepare their husbands. I went to the backyard to prepare two more graves. When they were ready, my daughters and I carried each of their husbands outside and laid them in the ground. They went. Helen was able to try her out and given the fucking of her life as a thank you Lori ravished her over and over. The two weeks were about over and we all felt bad about it Kat told Lori that she could come back when ever she wanted and they would take her out a lot sadly they called Steve and he came right over they hugged and said there thank you and left about a week later Lori called Kat the first partners party was planed and wanted Kat and me to come we agreed to go and Kat helped Lori pick.