As we reached in her apartment it was very tidy and I later came to know she is from sound family. I adjusted my self in the sofa and she went in for ...hange. I didn’t bring anything with me but she gave her father night dress which was like a tent cover in the tree. She came with black lower and white t-shirt and went to prepare dinner. Her eyes were still red due to crying but I didn’t want to see her crying again.She was in the kitchen and I also went in to help her. She was happy and after. " -flatterer ... but I worried that they'd take him away from me. I know it's silly, I knew it at the time, but especially after the disaster of my first marriage, I carry a lot of insecurity around with me, all the time. With him in the hospital I've seen that no one of us is the lynchpin, paradoxically we all are. We're a unit and should something happen to one or more of us, I think the rest of us would go on together, but outside of something catastrophic, I can't see any of us leaving of. I hadn't felt this feeling since I was inpuberty; I was experiencing that strange experience of waking up tallerthan I was before.I threw on a bathrobe that Karen kept in her closet and probably neversaw much use and then ran out into the hallway only to find Karenstanding in front of my other roommates. Beth was looking away, but Jennaand Cindy were quite interested in my body's recent change. For it beingso late at night their eyes were wide open."It's disgusting," Beth said. "It's way too. .. no Isense... no I think that I should've been born as a girl. I can notexplain why I feel like this but it's true. Looking at it from my pointof view, the big guy upstairs made a mistake with me when he was issuingthe body I was born in.How did that young transgendered teenager put it in the news report sheappeared in? Ah yes, 'I have a girl's heart and mind but I've been givena boys body.' Simple words you might think, but true. So I am a boy whoshould be a girl.So it's why you now find me.