Steph, I-I do have to ask... You are keeping to schedule with your medication,right?" Yes, of course," I say. "Admittedly I haven't taken one today, b...t Iwill when I get home." "Good," Dr Phillips whispers. "It probably won't surprise you to learnthat I strongly advise against entering into a relationship at thistime." Yeah, I had a feeling you might say that," I giggle, making the doctorsmirk."You mentioned that you were down on the south coast yesterday withKayla's parents," Beverly. I guess I've been hurt too many times and I'm gun shy around new dates. I really wanted a lasting relationship, a husband and family, but just wasn't sure if it was going to happen.Ray turned out to be a real sweetheart. We went to dinner and just talked. I mentioned a little about my life and he was listening to every word. I told him I went to college and about my job and ex-marriage. I didn't tell him about my fear of getting close or the rape in college. I kept it pretty general.He told me. I’m darzle martins, age 23, sex female. We were on the round house table on one of our friends Sarah. We were 8 people in total. Grendel and his wife Sarah, dev with his wife Smriti, carl with his girlfriend and my sister felicia and my boyfriend phill. We had some arguments which led to a heated conversation between carl and Felicia and the later left straight away. Carl was pissed but he stayed and we continued our discussion. Phill went ahead to condone feli(as we call her) to her room.. After a days work she has the strong smell of a woman that I enjoy taking in. When Nancy is satisfied she often allows me to masturbate but not always; whether I'm allowed or not haas less to do with my please than it does if Nancy watches – and she usually does – or whether she simply wants to deny me to punish me or simply to exert her authority. If she has me on 'denial' then there is no sex of any kind and if I'm caught jacking off there will be hell to pay – she will beat my ass with one.