.... " and came to a halt. Her eyes went large and hermouth opened but nothing more came out. I don't know what I wasthinking but tried to shut the ...oor at which Jess said: "It's too latenow, I've seen you so you may as well open the door and let me in."I opened the door with my eyes down and humiliation mounting rapidly. Iturned and walked into the kitchen and Jess followed. "I see that youare making tea, I take mine with a little milk as you know." And she saton one of the kitchen. "Do you want to die? Right now? I'll give it to you, Audrey." No," she whispered and I knew she was telling the truth.That girl would cling to life until the very last second. Nothing frightened her more than death, for some reason. Not pain, not me, nothing. She'd obviously never lost anyone she'd loved, because I'd lost my fear of death long ago, when I was nine years old. It was life that the girl should be afraid of, I thought, and I wondered if she was afraid of God too.The pole was a. If I was getting my exercise. How my body felt in terms of working out. I didn’t know what to say, so I told her the truth. I hadn’t been to the gym all week. I had been so distracted with everything on my mind that I hadn’t even thought about working out. Even more so, I hadn’t even talked to my family all week. And that was completely out of character for me. My sister’s and I keep in touch with regular calls and visits and such. Sipping my tea and telling Dr. Kessler all of this, I started. I solved this by going to the shower block and coming back with a pan of hot water and with the use of soap managed to whip up a soapy lather to use as a lube.She got on all fours and between us started putting the soapy lather up her arsehole and opening it up a bit at the same time then she said she was ready so I knelt behind her and I started to ease my cock up her shitter. She moaned a little with obvious discomfort and I offered to stop but she told me to keep going and God she was tight..