I had heard similar vague rumors about Carla recently, also. But you can hear anything, and I don't really put much stock in gossip. Normally, I give ...ery little credence to rumors. But, in this case, there seemed to be some truth in what I had heard.Carla and Janine were both a little drunk and high on cocaine. If anyone can recognize the symptoms of cocaine intoxication, I can - talkativeness, dilated pupils, etc. This didn't really bother me a great deal at the time. Both had on bikinis.. However the next day at lunch in the dining hall he came over to me and said "Were you serious yesterday?" and I said "Yes", And he said "OK let's go." "Now?" I said, "We have to be back at class in 20 minutes." "That should be enough time if you are any good" he said. I followed him out of the dining hall and we went to the nearest toiets, which were deserted. We went in a stall and locked the door. "On your knees" he said. I obeyed. He unbucked his belt, unzipped and slid down his pants and. 207….208…. 209.Perfect! I had a room that was all the way at the end of the hallway. And it looked a lot more spacious than all the others that I passed along the way.“Hello there!” A pleasant looking middle-aged gentleman greeted me as I walked in.“Hi! I’m Nathan, nice to meet you!” I replied, greeting him with a firm handshake.“Are you Leon’s father?”“Nice to meet you too, Nathan! Yes, I’m Joel. Leon is just grabbing the last of his things from the car and will be right up.”A few seconds. Everything seems so muddled. I keep thinkingabout me as if I'm another person...as if I'm a guy." Right now, biologically, you are a guy. If you keep trying to directyour life as if you're still Stacy, I think it will be harder. Go withthe brain waves and be Dan, and it will be easier, because of theframes of reference. I know this because I am having the sameexperience." You mean...?" Yes, I'm living as Stacy. I hung out with Jenna and the other girlstoday. Mom took Annie to a soccer game and.