I had never been married but I had a few live in girlfriends over the years.In fact my latest girlfriend decided to take a powder when I retired inste...d of letting me fuck her twenty-four seven. The bitch!Anyway the next day two kids came to my door and walked right in looking for my ex-girlfriend. I explained that she didn’t live here anymore. They cried and said that they had to stay here until their mother came to get them. Okay. What to hell!They told me that my ex had been babysitting them. My cock was getting hard and then limping again repeatedly. This was a routine too and I could not do much except to spend my 8plus hours on job. I was extremely horny and had thought of going to the gay bar and then stop as a must at the adult porn shop on my way back.While in the shop, I decided to take a look and maybe buy some porn videos. There were racks and racks full of magazines and videos. I walked up to the counter and ask to review some of the videos. The guy told me about the. " So, can I watch sometime?" Wanna see it now?"Exactly what I wanted. Hooray, it's my first step."Yeah, sure," I told him and he got up and I followed him upstairs to his room.He turned and said, "You know, Sydney, you can't ever tell anyone, especially Mom and Dad, about this. Not ever."I told him I knew that and promised to always keep it a secret and he then asked, "Are you sure you want me to get naked and everything? You are sure about this?"I nodded and he pulled off his tee, then pulled. He saluted back and I palmed the pill and opened the door where the waiting security team escorted me back to the brig.Two weeks later I was back at the TSN Regional Command Station. Usually this was a happy place for me because it usually meant liberty and taking Duality out, but this time it wasn't so happy. I was cooling my heels in a cell at the station detention center. My court martial would be in about four month's time. The pill was safely hidden, but for the moment I could do.