As we were walking out of the mall, clicking down the walkway in our highheels, Cathy said, "Terri, isn't this day fun? It is such fun shoppingwith yo.... Now I have a friend to shop with who can understand all thefeminine outfits ladies like to try on and buy. I think now you have amuch better appreciation for what us girls go through. Isn't it fun?"Once back to the car, Cathy looked at me with her big smile and said shehad a surprise for me. She said she called my doctor and she can see ustoday. I hadn't realized until recently how much it had been suppressing my natural sex drive but let me tell you I am walking around so horny right now it's ridiculous. Anyway we went up to Sacramento for the weekend and I had arranged to meet Sean for coffee and to discuss some business. On our way back to his house after the meeting I mentioned my reawakened and raging hormone problem and he offered to help me out. My husband continued up to the ranch and Sean had me naked in his living room in a. " She took a moment, and another drink. "When I was a kid, we lived in the city. My cousins had big, old farmhouse out in the country. We'd go visit a few times in the summer. My cousin, Janey, was my age. She had an older sister - way older - she was a senior in high school. One summer in particular, Janey asked me if I wanted to see a secret. Of course I did. We hiked way out to the barn shed furthest from the house. She told me to be real quiet."She paused and had another sip. The intonation. I wanted her to know that we wanted her to come back, but it was beginning to feel like I was harassing her. I stuck my phone in my pocket. My Wednesday morning schedule called for Parkour with Coach Fredericks. I put on my running shoes and headed for campus.Usually I ran the course for sheer joy of running. This time I ran out of frustration and pain and despair. They didn’t make me fast.“Get moving or you’ll be chasing me,” Coach said.“Sorry, Coach. I’m just not up to it today,” I said.