"Child do not cry...all is not lost, for hope lives on in a favorabletime. Come do not weep for the dead. No amount of tears can bring themback. There...is nothing for us here anymore...quickly."It was hard for me to gaze upon her majesty. The shame would not allow meto look her in the eye, for at this time I feel downcast. Yet I foundmyself rising to my feet. I followed in her path."Antimache you are very loyal and I know you fought valiantly but I needyou to find the spirit to pull yourself. They accepted them all. We agreed to work on more ideas, and agreed that no changes or additions would be made without unanimous agreement.At that meeting, they accepted our ideas on most ticket prices, and on raffle prices; food and drink sizes; sales prices; hats and shirts; and sponsorships and advertising. We felt they paid very little attention to writing the proposed budget, because they never thought anyone would accept their proposal. What they didn't like about our budget was that the. I asked herwhat it was, and she said, "It's a new vitamin. It will make you feelbetter with what's happening." Right now, it didn't sound like a badidea- less faking it.The next day was Sunday, which wasn't bad. We didn't go to Church, so Ididn't have to go out. But, Mom and Dad forced me to practice. I hadto learn to speak like a girl. It was the only way that I would get by.My voice was still high- pitched- probably always would be, so that wasa big help. Then there were the high. I will just tell him later to come over this Saturday okay?” I smiled and said “Sure. If you want to.” She motioned her head yes very fast to tell me she was really interested.I had the fake pills hidden under the towels in the bathroom. Couldn’t leave them anywhere in case she accidently found them and started using them. Vincent came over that Saturday and we had dinner. Afterwards, our plan was Kelly would take him upstairs and fuck his brains out and I could listen in every now and.