Das galt zum Glück nicht für mich denn ich hatte meinen Schwanz schon rausgeholt und wichste ihn fleißig. Nun setzte sich die Blonde auf den rissen...Lümmel und ritt drauf los. Immer wieder schwenkte die Kamera auf ihre dicken hüpfenden Titten. Plötzlich schreckte ich hoch denn ich hörte hinter mir eine Stimme. Es war die Freundin des Chefs. Na gefällt dir der Film fragte sie mich und setzte sich neben mich. Ich war völlig verwirrt und versuchte meinen Schwanz zu verpacken. Aber Renate hielt mich. It’s fun to browse the new books and they don’t think less of me because I wear nylons.What caught my eye on the Sisters Unite! Shareboard was the flier -- “With Lilith, we rise! Sister Circle.”Rosie, the girl -- I mean “woman” -- manning -- hey, gals, another linguistic problem -- the counter, noticed my interest. “It’s about our Goddess Lilith, I’ll tell Trish you’re interested.”As you can’t just inform a feminist bookstore volunteer you’re not interested in goddesses, I gave her my business. I simply hoped it was not poisonous. I guessed it was like Sean's "I know what to do, but not how to explain it" moments. Whatever. I had gained a serenity that I had envied in Christine. She has no decisions to make. Mine were already made. I tried not to think about the consequences, because it would scare the spit out of me.My audience was one woman, four men and Sean, who already knew. I examined the five. Three of the men I might have approached as potential clients. The fourth was Francis. You see him grab a gas can from the barn and head into the woods. As you're standing there watching him disappear into the darkness you realize this is the first time you had not followed his command. Feeling as though you might get into trouble you walk back across the living room and sit down in front of the fire. As you wait for his return you cannot get over the fact that all you can think about is the command he has over you. And how you would do whatever he asked of you, and how.