There was no more games about that. But what was yet uncertain was our physical involvement. Oh, I knew deep down that I wanted to jump her bones... t... ravish my beautiful sister. I was in lust with her, but those years of cultural conditioning straddled any erotic path we might explore, standing as a repressive centurion who might have worn a Gothic signboard proclaiming, "Thou shalt not."Jean had already told me that as much as she loved me and was attracted to me... even sexually... she. I don't know if the revelations had shaken my faith in her or if I just didn't believe she could be so blind to what was going on around her. I found myself parsing through her words looking for hidden meanings each time we would try to have a serious discussion.It came to a head a few days before Lauren Senior's 15th birthday. It started with a disagreement over a trivial detail regarding the party we'd planned and escalated to the point we went outside to keep the girls from overhearing. ? ???? It was very lonely there, there weren?t asmany people as I expected. I asked another waiter where everyone was. Helaughed and said ?I can see that it?s your first time here, honey. Everybody isin a room already, partying away. You know how that is.? But, there are some really nice men stillhere, I?m sure that we will fine, someone for you?, he said with laughter. Heleft and walked over to a heavy man with brown hair and a grin on his face. Theman smiled at me, but I turned away. Yuck, he. I could hear her telling him to fill her pussy with his cum, and I could see him loading a thick spurt after another on her stretched pussy lips. Then I came all over myself. Then I sat in the darkness with a mixture of pleasure and pain. And then I went to the mini bar. The mixture of rum, vodka and bourbon made a good job, because I was awaken by my sweet Ana kissing me passionately...I noticed that the dawn light was starting to appear outside as Ana hovered over me.My sweet wife was warm.