I was dreaming of you all the time." Well I am sorry that dreaming of me kept you awake. I did hope that I would be able to do that when we are in bed...together." You will, Elaine. Of that I have no doubt." She smiled then.I had thought the interview would last about half an hour, but it was well over the hour when Elaine came out. She was really pleased. I didn't need to ask, as the first thing she said was."They offered me the job!" I am so pleased. Well done." I replied. "I think a. Main bihar ke ek chote se gawon se hun aur main jis gawon mein rahta hun usi ki ek jamindar ki bhatiji se mujhe pyaar ho gaya tha.Baat un dino ki hai jab hum saathmein school aur phir colege jana suru kiye paur hamara pyaar age badha..un dino jab hum dono bahut hi ache premi ban gaye the tabhi mujhe ye baat mere premika se pata chali ki kaise uske chacha ne uski sosan ki aur kaise use ladki se aurat banaya.Achank ek din wo rote bilakte mere pass ayi jahan hum kheton mein mila karte the aur is. "Least not with your dice. How 'bout we cut for her, double or nothing. Tom's got some cards we can use." Why should I?" Carter asked.I jingled my purse again."There's lots'a gals," Carter said.Tom shuffled. I handled the cards, made as if to cut, palmed a king and then let Carter cut the cards first. He found a jack. I raised an eyebrow, took a short pile and showed him my king. He nodded."Again," he said."Not for the girl," I said."The twenty pounds then."I shuffled, Tom shuffled some more. For me, it was the happiest time of my life."I glanced around us; the crowd had thinned but this still was not my first choice of locations for personal revelations. If I had a choice, I'd just as soon skip the personal crap altogether. "Giovanni, maybe..." Being with you, it's like the church again. I feel like I've come home. I've been lost, since, God, high school! I just went from one city to another - from one lover to another - trying to get it out of my system. And just finding myself.