We didn't all want the same things from the group, and didn't even agree on what our primary focus should be."Are things really changing, Emily, or ar... you just reacting to Brenda now having more sex partners than she's had before?" Both. Look who she picked for her last two times with you, Shirley and Joyce. She does that partly because she knows it hurts me." She picked Shirley, just to make a point. She didn't even go through with it, not until I made her lick her. You already knew she liked. He wasn't that lucky.“Paulie, not like that, come on! You remember. Face this way.” Alexandra said, as she physically turned her brother over. Paulie’s eyes were still shut- He was bracing himself to hear the squeals of a grossed out teenager very shortly.Instead, he heard nothing. He only felt Alexandra move around a bit, in order to get comfortable and cuddle the way she wanted to. When she finally stopped adjusting herself, she was facing away from him, with her back against his stomach,. There was no wife or significant other, Nicolas was too self-absorbed too share his life with anyone. Servants were the order of the day, everyday, when it came to Nicolas's interactions with the rest of humanity.Heidi and Isabel sat quietly on the hard wood floor; another opportunity to gain Nicolas's favor, another opportunity to please him, today life was good.Nicolas looked down at his two pets, while not his favorites and not at the bottom of the list of servants, what these two lacked in. Public speaking is all about stage presence. My stock in trade is affable redneck, with deep IC roots; and it has served me well. But it is hard to convince a room full of people that you are a gregarious good-old-boy, when all you can think about is whether your cherished wife is a duplicitous whore.I have worked audiences so long that the 50 minutes on stage was the usual amalgamation of laughs and nebulous information. But I was purely on automatic pilot. I was FAR too upset. I had not.