" And although Ihad put on a brave face I knew we still had a few hills to climb beforewe could resume our normal lives again. I then shifted uncomfo...tably, Ihope you won't mind but I must go and spend a penny," and in a strangledvoice my Father grunted - "And after the 'Queen of the fairies' hasfreshened 'her' fanny, 'she' can help Mother with the washing-up!" -while my fatty of a sister Mabel laughed at Father's sad jest.With that remark Rose jumped up, "I will show you where you will. I can't concentrate on anything, my mind keeps returning to the phone call and to what the evening will bring."Two weeks ago he instructed me to go to his flat, take off all my clothes, and drape myself over the kitchen table with my bottom up in the air so that he could see my dripping pussy as soon as he entered the kitchen. Roger's got this thing about making love to me in every room of his flat, and apparently we hadn't done it in the kitchen for some time."As always, I got there long. I'm okay. I've been thinking it over and I realized that the things they say don't really matter. I mean, what the hell, I never really loved them, either. I just never realized it until now. I've been going through life just taking everything as it came, accepting everything as just how things work in my world."I can't remember ever feeling love for either of them. I had a need to be loved. But they certainly never filled that void in my life. It's as if up until yesterday I knew something was. I could tell that Robert feared them, maybe more than I did. Worst of them all were the half-demon man and his woman. She saw me with only disdain, and his one clear eye could see only death. I had nightmares about them sometimes.“Every day she looked into the woods, feeling her hope fail and her spirits fall, hiding her sadness from the slime creature. Until one day she saw a pair of bright yellow eyes staring back at her. Day after day. The eyes got closer, brighter, until she could see it.