I thought it was okay." Yeah, but after you were about nine, that doesn't cut it." I shot back, a little angry. Riley was plenty smart enough to have ...igured out it wasn't okay to torture me."I know... I know it doesn't. It's just, guys have always liked me... ever since I was about eleven, they started putting their hands all over me and without Dad, I never felt safe. I didn't like them touching me and the more they did it, the less I could stand it. And I watched the guys that Izzy was. I wasn't expecting that." She giggled.Kristina looked at me, and said, "It's okay. But I'm gonna do it again, okay? Just warning you."And she did just that.And oh sweet Jesus. Her mouth felt so amazing on my dick. Soft. She moved down my shaft. I lay there, and she just kept moving up and down slowly. I heard her slow down, and say, "I didn't know if you were gonna cum or not. I know, like some guys do."I just said, "I wasn't going to. But I mean, I can if you want."She said, "Well, you can if. Exhausted I thought it was over. But you grabbed me by my hair and pulled me over to the bed. I guess this was my pay back for getting you close to cumming and just leaving you hanging. You bent me over onto the bed,"I'm going to fuck you like you've never been fucked." Oh really? How are you going to do that baby?" I'm going to make you scream."I thought you were about to roughly fuck my pussy but instead you shoved your fat cock into my tight little asshole. I screamed from surprise."That's. Work consumed a lot of my life. As by now I considered myself a closetcrossdresser, even though I had never dressed fully up as a woman, itimpacted me. With work I put in a lot of hours which wasn't conducive tobuilding a relationship with a lady. I prefer women by the way.I also read where men who cross-dressed and hid it from their wives laterregretted it as it eventually came out somehow. I knew I could never lielike that to someone who I loved and thought rather than having to dealwith.